i talk 2 u in disco balls

A film by joule seventeen

starring Roach

i talk 2 u in disco balls
i'm choking on my own words

i meditate, mediate, medicate,
do not resuscitate
but maybe

i can't carry this forever but i will try
forcing myself up another flight of stairs

forcing myself
with all of this
like sisyphus

will you marry us
what a grand gesture!

monkey head in a jar
cigarettes on the lawn

listen to all people
listen to all people
listen to all people

you can't choke your way through this one
sibling of a plaything
i'm gagging