Joule Seventeen

PHASE 1

 

finding & escaping the dreamteam

your physique

crossed out

bought out

brown paper angel

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What is immunity?

i am the b r o k e n

a b s t r a c t s   o f   y o u r

 

 

 

 

 

imagination

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living

CLOSING THE GAP

RUNNING

IN

PLACE

in

outer

space

 

colliding

 

with the human race

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trap / 

keep / 

learn / 

buy / 

share

Nineteen, outspoken, groomed,
nudging at the fervor
for underprivileged discourse.

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s  c  a  r  e  d

true

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i love you too

hey ANGEL

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i am insulated.

I SEE NO HATE; I SEE NO VIOLENCE.
I LIVE ON AN IMMOVABLE PLANE, DISINFECTED AND TRAMPLED INTO HELL.
ARE YOU, TOO, DRUGGED INTO SUBMISSION? BULLIED INTO SILENCE?
THEY DON’T WANT US TO BE SPITEFUL AS WE DECAY.
AND NOW THERE IS NO YOU, THERE IS ONLY ME. DON’T YOU GET IT?
THERE IS BLOOD RUSHING TO MY HEAD,
I SMILE BECAUSE I KNOW I HAVE HANDFULS OF BROKEN PEARLS IN MY POCKET.
VAGUE LIKE CINNAMON, PARCHED LIKE A FISH.
I KNOW IT’S TOO LATE, WE’RE SHIPWRECKED AND GOING DOWN,
BUT I HOLLOW OUT MY EYES SO I CAN SEE MORE OF WHO YOU REALLY ARE, MORE OF WHO I REALLY AM. I AM INFRARED, I AM SORE.
THIS IS MY RECITAL AND I HAVE FORGOTTEN THE WORDS.
DO YOU KEEP YOUR HONOR IN YOUR SOUL?
DO YOU FALTER WHEN FACED WITH THE TRUTH?
DO YOU CRY AS YOU’RE FORCE-FED THE FUTURE?
DO YOU DIGEST THE SAME NOISE AS ME?
I WILL AFFIX THIS HEART TO YOUR CHEST.
BOSSY, CROOKED AND DEMURE.
I AM INSULATED.

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I wrote a ransom note to myself
 

Reclaiming the stellar expanse of my imagination. It is mine. I repeat. It is mine. a heaven i always knew.

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Pacific beige
velvet skin

foaming divinity

aluminum baby

Your palatable

lunacy


a nd  h  o n e   y s u c    k l e    

s w e e     tne s s
 i n   a       f      a c e         d   o w n  

r eal i t y 

Salivating for that scorpion handshake
 

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you might find me, i am inside myself.

I was sour. Nothing sweet, always sour. I spread your name onto my gums and it was sour. The way my phone buzzed, rang and lit up was sour. Memories sat on my tongue fizzing for days and days. I forced them down but it was always sour.

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DID YOU WRITE ANYTHING DOWN

 

ANY TANGIBLE

MEMORIES

DO YOU HAVE

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DO YOU CARRY ANYTHING ANYMORE

EVERY DAY

 

 

ALL DAY

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YOU ARE A GIANT

PIECE OF THE UNIVERSE

MELTING INSIDE ME

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YEARN FOR THE PAST

FIGURING. SCORN. DELIRIOUS. FADED.

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I AM SCARED OF THINGS I DO NOT HAVE

 

OF THINGS

I DO NOT

UNDERSTAND

i won't

but i wonder.

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RESILIENCE IS 

FASCINATING

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I AM

I AM INFRAFRED,

I AM SORE

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